Thursday, March 31, 2011


Soooo I am drinking wine, looking out my window, and loving the fact that I’m living in Montreal and I see, not one, but TWO ambulances try to maneuver through a crowd of vehicles. They weren’t let through at all – in fact, at least four cars snuck in front of them. It actually infuriated me.. I’m taking a First Aid course right now, and I was thinking about all the terrible things that could have happened to the people inside those emergency vehicles – and the general public just didn’t seem to care. Maybe using the words ‘general public’ is wrong.. the general public in Quebec doesn’t care. I’ve actually noticed so many discrepancies between the public here in Quebec in comparison to Saskatchewan. People don’t seem to care about others; they will try anything to be better than you. NO ONE at my school will ever open the door for me – when I do and smile, it shocks them! Small example – and could be because the majority of the students in my college are fashion students, and therefore slightly bitchier than the general population – but still affects me daily. I have always been generally nice to random people on the street, but haven’t found the same treatment from others. I’ve lived in Vancouver and London – both major cities of the world – and have not experienced the same thing.

It makes me wonder about the impression of French people that the rest of the world has; maybe there is actually something to it. I have always had amazing experiences with French cultures: I love the food, people, and language so much. So much that I actually wish I was born French. However, stereotypes are usually there for a reason unfortunately. So is it small man complex? Or are they angry that non-French speaking people are invading their province/country? I would understand that. As annoying as it is trying to find a job in a province that demands bilingual employees, I love that Quebec is preserving their language. French is not an easy language to learn though – and I’m trying! I am convinced that I will be bilingual at the end of these three years. It does wear on me though.. I have worked events for my school (which is, by the way, the largest bilingual college in the country and I am very proud of that!) and they spoke entirely in French. My superiors were able to communicate with me in English, but my classmates were not all so lucky.

However, I LOVE Montreal. I would never change my choice to move here for anything. The amount of different types of culture alone has made me want to live here forever! If it wasn’t for the wet, slushy winter that is…

I think the foundation for my rant right now is the fact that I miss my Saskatchewan friends. And even my French friends from France. I guess you never do realize what you have until it’s gone, huh?


PS. Nina, I know you'll have a big 'I told you so!' moment when you read this ;)

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Definitely not my best days or best friends, but I'm sure I'll have that again..... soon.

Friday, March 11, 2011

"Always do sober what you said you'd do drunk. That will teach you to keep your mouth shut."
-Ernest Hemingway

Thursday, March 10, 2011

On the Road.... again...

"...I shambled after as I've been doing all my life after people who interest me, because the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars..." (7)







"..I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another until I drop." (113)



~Kerouac

Monday, March 7, 2011

I hung out with a new friend this weekend..

and we ended up becoming best friends forever! I'm not sure how it happened, but for the first years of my adult life I had escaped the joys of sharing a bathroom stall, getting free everything simply because I'm a girl, and excessive drama at 'da club'. She is full of energy and beautiful. I love her so much, but we have absolutely nothing in common. When she cranked the radio in the cab, I became anxious and felt uncomfortable.. Here I thought I was a partier extrordinaire, but I felt like a middle-aged woman while she danced and fist pumped in the front. The night ended with her falling asleep on my shoulder as we watched youtube videos, and I shared my bed with my roomie and her. Passed out slumber parties are the best kind :)


Here's to another amazing summer in Montreal with good friends!! (I'm going to ignore the fact that there's a blizzard going on outside currently and think positively..)

Friday, March 4, 2011

"Love is a big and wonderful idea, but life is made up of small things..

...you have nothing to do with the way the world is run, you just have to hurry to catch up with it."

                                                               -lullabies for little criminals, Heather O'Neill





"There was a way that you could sleep properly when a house had been straightened up... but then again, when everything was left out all over the floor and the dishes were still in the sink, there was a way that you could dream."