"Being inactive, eating poorly, smoking, drinking, and living in a constant state of stress are what we call the Big Bad Five."
-my gym class textbook
Why.do.I.have.to.take.gym?!
I've come to the realization that I am a person who likes to rebel and be self destructive - but in the most fun way possible. I love drinking and smoking; I do it almost every day! And I did it all first semester while getting killer grades (average was 94%, holla!). Unfortunately, school is getting more difficult and, on top of that, I'm taking two more classes than I was last semester. I have partied one night since school started - so I've been good, it's been two weeks of school! - and the next day was NOT pretty. I looked, felt, and smelt like I partied hard the night before. I missed out on buying my uniform and now have to travel far to get it, and I left class early and took a cab home because I thought I would have to run to the bathroom every five seconds.. I think I'm getting older :( I can't handle my booze the same anymore.
I've been making good life choices since then and not partying quite so much. And then I open my gym textbook (still mad that I have to take fucking gym..) and the first couple of pages are all about the commitments I'm going to make towards better life choices... "becoming a healthier you" and all that jazz. I closed the book immediately.
Soo I guess I'll have to see how this pans out.. for now, I really have no choice - I'm planning to hibernate until the weather gets better. So when it warms up, then I'll make the commitment, get a gym pass, eat well, stop smoking, and chill out a bit. Until then, it's bad life choices. And I love it.
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